when you begin to self-destruct, it becomes a never-ending circle. you realize what path you have chosen and while you wish desperately to turn around, you figure that you might as well see how much you can get away with before something bad happens. but what most don't see is that the bad is already happening. you start to rationalize actions that you otherwise would think are ridiculous and repulsive. you start saying that things will get better one day but for now, you're just having fun.
it takes a couple unruly days &/or nights attached with horrible decisions and embarrassing mistakes to understand what hole you've yourself in and how shitty it's going to be climbing out. so then the real choice stands..."how far do you want to test yourself, your limits and your sanity before enough is enough?"
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