New Year

It's been a while since I've posted anything. But my life has been a whirlwind of eventful days that have managed to break my spirit down a bit. I have taken these unfortunate events and am only able to collectively sort them out at my local drinking holes and through the enabling company.
It's funny when a spirit is broken, especially a strong one like mine. It doesn't warn you that it's taken the maximum amount of beatings possible...it just breaks. And then you break. It then becomes an endless cycle of self-destruction that cannot be fixed because nothing positive has occurred and you do not foresee the light at the end of the tunnel anytime soon. Tears are more accessible just as anger is.
Luckily for me, my spirit remains strong but just tired. And like everything tired, it just needs some rest. So I will rest my spirit for a short time since my life right now does not allow anything longer. And then I will revive my ambition, my motivation, my strength and start over with a new year. I will be the woman I have always strived to be. I will remind my friends and family why they continue to support me and love me. I will not let the darkness take over and run me down. I will fight and conquer because that is all I know.
Oh, and because I'm fabulous and no one likes a sad, fabulous girl. Happy New Year

"It is better to conquer yourself than to win 1000 battles. For the victory is yours. It cannot be taken away from you, not be angels or by demons, heaven or hell"